Warning: not about tots I'm sitting here, in the school I work at, in a real live lockdown. When I was a child, we didn't have lockdown drills. It wasn't even something we thought about...you know, huddling in a corner in fear that someone with a gun might come into our school and shoot someone else. It was a childhood luxury, not fearing something like that. But here I am, in my 6th year of teaching. Dozens of drills later. I am an outward expert on these types of things. But inside? I am less of an expert. I am still a 13 year old girl, trying to hide my concern for the community of which I was, and will always be, a part. When Columbine happened I was in middle school. I was in French class, waiting for lunch, when we heard an announcement over the loud speaker that simply stated someone at Columbine had been shot. In the foot. We would be kept in our rooms until further instruction. I spent the en...